Things I Never Got To Say To You

AS swiftly as you entered my life, you also left and here I sit with notes on notes with all things I never got to say to you. I could let the notes die a slow death – resurrecting them when I want a good cry (like last night). But what is heartbreak if not…

Choices

It’s 3PM. I open my phone to order food. It takes me a moment to decide which food delivery app I want to open. Once there, I scroll through the hundreds of options unable to decide what I want. Minutes tick by and I just can’t pick. Frustrated I decide to go hungry. Too many…

And Now I…

And now I…. Wish for your joy when I see a pair of magpies; Bring up your name in every conversation I have; Save cheesy poetry to share with you some day; Want to be one of the reasons you smile every day; Read your horoscope and match it to mine; Long for you on…

Life Update – Happy Panda Is Back (Maybe?)

A recent flutter of notifications from WordPress (informing me that people are still reading what I wrote years ago) reminded me that I had (or have? Is this perpetual?) a blog. Once a pride point in my life, this space has been dormant for a while now. It is not that I haven’t wanted to…

Things That Made Me Smile Recently

It is an ordinary mundane day and you’re going about life doing the tasks you have. But you randomly stumble across something that breaks your face into a big smile. *sigh* I love such small moments. I have been struggling in life to find happiness and peace these past few months and so these little…

Broken – Can I Be Fixed?

What is love? How do we fall in love? How do we know it’s love? How do we stay in love? Does love come with an expiry date? What happens to the love you have for a person when they’re no longer in your life? I’m often plagued with the feeling that I don’t know…

Weird Things I’d Pay For

It’s been a while since I wrote a weird post (or even just a post, arghhh) so I’m hoping this brings me out of my writing slump. I should start off by saying that I am fairly broke at the moment but in many situations I have thought about how I’d pay to get out…

Mission 2024: Getting Healthy (Not Lose Weight)

The second month of 2024 is upon us and as per usual, I cannot believe how fast January ran away. Despite my many aspirations for 2024, I ended up literally wasting all of January. But I am motivated to do better this month and to keep myself going, I am going to post my progress…